IT USE TO BE A FEELING

JUST WHEN YOU’VE WORKED YOUR HARDEST THROUGH IT ALL

THINGS FELL BEFORE, BUT YOU STILL PUT FAITH IN WHAT YOU THOUGHT THIS TIME WOULD’NT FALL

YOU WASTED TIME TRYING TO BUILD A SOLID FOUNDATION, THAT ONLY WAS ROCKY IN THE FIRST PLACE

WHEN YOUR PROMISED THE LOVE, EVEN SHOWN THE LOVE, BUT GIVEN SO MANY APPOLOGIZES, ITS AS IF  YOUR STILL SLAPPED IN THE FACE

I BUILT MYSELF TO BECOME THE TOUGHEST GIRL, AND STILL I COULDN’T WIN WITH A INSECURE LOSER

HE WAS SO UNAPPRECIATIVE, EVEN THOUGH MY SOUL WAS HIS, HE STILL CHOOSE ME, SHE AND HER

UTTERLY, BLANKLY, MISERABLY, DISGUSTING

SO DID I CHOOSE HELL OR LOVE, I JUST WANTED A MAN TO TRUST IN

THESE FAIRY TAIL LIES, PRETENDING DREAMS, ARENT AT ALL WHAT I BELIEVE IN ANYMORE

THROUGH A JOURNEY THAT FELT LIKE YEARS, I FORGAVE, I PLEADED TO CHANGE MY WAYS, JESUS IS WHO I BEGGED FOR

ALTHOUGH BEING A GOOD GIRL AND WORKING ON CHANGE, EVERYDAY STILL WAS A BATTLE TO CONQUER THROUGH THE DIAMONDS AND GLITZ OF HELL

COULDN’T IMAGINE BEING SO BLIND IN LOVE, AND THE AFFECTS ARE STRONGLY REAL

I ALWAYS INSPIRED TO BE THAT HAPPY  BUBBLY, SPICY, CRAZY, SEXY, CHALLENGING, SPONTANEOUS, GIRL AND COOL

BUT THAT FAKE KINDA LOVE KICKED ME IN THE HEAD AND I PLAYED ALONG LIKE A FOOL

I CALL EVERY PART OF MY LIFE A LESSON LEARNED

BUT NIAGGA YOU GONNA FEEL IT, WHEN IT’S YOUR TIME TO BURN!

 

 

 

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